This Feeling

I miss my mama hurt my stomach I can't bring her back I seen her die that's prolly why I never get attached This life is crazy when she died I drank fifths daily If convos ain't bout money Sayonara baby I made it I just hope you proud of ya baby Every CD that I drop you gotta song lady my favorite And I'ma dad again I just wish you was here to see ya grandkids But it's ok Cause I know you close Feel ya love round me every time I'm woke Oh you can't get away now I see you over there Yea I see you over there Wish I could hug you again pick up the phone dial ya number it's you on the other end My best friend lately it's been rough I just maintain Keep my head in the Bible Stay in my own lane I pray you in heaven and you smiling down The ones that said they'd be there still ain't came around Funny how I met ya siblings after you had passed They all remind me of you and that what makes me glad Uncle Jr. he a trooper one of my favorite people Aunt Gwen so funny and she act just like you Uncle Ronny that's my dude he be laid back Had a convo with Uncle Byron I needed that Uncle Reggie that's my main manz Him and Uncle Kunta and Aunt Kenya drove down to my wedding Aunt Ramone that's my heart like us she a Piston fan Aunt Simone don't play no games like you in ya younger days You had a sister named Shagail but she passed away I hope when you left her and Robert Harris was at the pearly gates Awaiting with ya mama Ruby Pearl Viola and Charlie Sallie and Keeble Merrick and Clara Jimmy and Lucy Ya grandparents and ya great grands I'd give it all up for another chance Just to hear ya voice again and hold onto ya hand Only thing keeping me sane is knowing GODs plan Forever broken thankful for 29 years Cartier shades cover up the tears Went to visit Uncle Patchy Father's Day last year Started a foundation in ya name Ima build up the community and try to make a change Continue to guide me you now live through me Until the day my soul fly free for eternity Lamont doing ok wish we was closer My brothers keeper I just hope he finally notice Anything that he need I'd be right there we all we got we Carolyn kids You got another Grandkid on the way now boy or girl I don't care guide they steps Ima end this now never my love for you I miss you Ima end this now never my love for you I miss you This feeling oooooh oh This feeling yea I love you mama Alright now he got it going on