GOING THROUGH CHANGES (feat. Nash Wulff)

Why do I feel like this, sittin' in my room Playing with time and I'm locked in this down mood Feelin' so off like I'm trapped in this solitude I don't know why I'm so (fuckin' afraid of you) I just want my time intact, all of the things that I lost in the past I wish I could have it back in my hands But I know that we can never go back Which is what hurts me the most, 2012 placed me in ghost And now everywhere that I go, new threat, no emotion I show Why do I, why do I feel so alone Spendin' Christmas all on my fuckin' own Nobody even wants to give my phone A god damn single little fuckin' call (f*ck you all) No one sees that I'm goin' through these changes Chains around my wrists and I'm stuck in these cages Don't give a f*ck if I end up famous, lost myself and I lost my passions Tryna find a way through these fuckin' frustrations Every mirror I look, I see faceless, man I'm so fuckin' (worthless) No wonder why your mother fuckin' fans (hate this) F*ck my friends, they never gave a f*ck, how? See me drownin' but they don't put their hand out What the f*ck am I supposed to do? Sit here with fake friends and fake a laugh, too? Suck my fuckin' dick, middle finger, bitch No one gave a shit, all they ever did Shovin' knives in my spine 'till it fuckin' split No more could ever fit, why don't y'all just admit? That you don't care, want one thing then you move on like I don't exist