Wallow (feat. Nash Wulff)

How many rhymes that I gotta write just to get on? How many times that I gotta cry just to move on? How many times that I gotta die just to be strong? Standin' on the stage, nobody is singing my song If I get it, could I keep it without fallin' at all? When I make it, will I live it, 'day I'm rottin' alone? Six feet deep in the ground, the ghosts are crowdin' the hall I feel a shift in the air, I'm flyin' straight to the floor I see the darkness creepin' I hear the floorboards creekin' I see the door it's shiftin' I see a shadow smilin' I feel the walls are closin' in Numb with the feelin' that I'm feelin' Feelin' like I'm sinkin' in the ocean Dwellin' in it, wallow with it, that is real shit F*ck man, last year I was suicidal Now I'm back in the recital, checking all my vitals Looking for some time to borrow while I'm drinkin' all my sorrow Got no time for no tomorrow, all alone in my damn troubles Drinking from the bottle, and I wallow Yeah And I wallow Not like I want to But I got nothin' left So I fuckin' have to