Foreal (feat. Da Enemy)

Tired of all the bullshit Im just tired of all the bullshit Look I'm tired of the bullshit Baby mamma calling me Talking bout some other shit Told the hoe don't bother me I be tryna leave the streets alone But they'll always be apart of me No disrespect to my pops But I feel like the streets done Fathered me Cause me an pops fell off When I was young An we would hardly speak Mama did her best But we be clashin like the titans Had my P.O. Up my ass Cause I was ditching class n Fighting Like fuk a diploma nigga This gangsta shit exciting Shit I use to hit the block An make a thousand every night Then everything changed Feels like it happened over night Nigga sitting in that cell I swear I couldn't even write Started losin my vision Had to focus on my site Shit I fell into a depression Never thought I'd be the type When you lose everything you Love An everything ain't feelin right Seeing yo Patna in that casket Swear it's such a scary site Never knowing when you goin It could be today or night So we strapped up We Never back up nigga We get to Bustin Niggas better call for back up Nigga Shoot you in yo chest Shitll fuk yo back up nigga An when you fall We making sure You don't get back up nigga Foreal nigga stuck in the field It's like I wana do right But I'm thuggin foreal nigga Foreal you wouldn't know how I Feel Once all you got is yoself Nigga you feel it foreal Nigga foreal Shit I'm just tired of all the fake Love People sayin they down for me But when it matters most It's like nobody there for me Dam near lost myself To a bitch I thought she cared For me So i don't no friends Associates I pick em carefully Been wrestling wit demons Feel I need someone to pray for Me When grandma died I kept on asking god When was he takin me Never thought the closet ones Would be da ones he take from Me Honestly never thought That shit would end up breaking Me Cryin nights nigga I ain't lyin I was scared of life Thinkn would I die or would I Make it To see 25 I'm 29 nigga I ain't never thought of suicide Shoot outs wit da enemy Nigga we thinkn do or die Niggas killed my homie My nigga we goin eye for eye Blow for blow Nigga we hopin we make it out Alive Goes to show Niggas had no intentions in doin Right Was through wit life Fuk it my nigga we'll make a Move tonight Do it right That way nigga we ain't gotta Double back You know the streets be talkin So we keep the pest control for Rats State the facts nigga If you ever wana speak on Slap Speak on that Make sure that tell em Iamfuknslap foreal