Deep End

I push people like I never wanna be friends I treat strangers like I know I’ll never see them I smoke away my pain, hear it when I breathe in I think, I think, I think, I’m going off the deep end I push people like I never wanna be friends I treat strangers like I know I’ll never see them I smoke away my pain, hear it when I breathe in I think, I think, I think, I’m going off the deep end I just took another downer, now I’m sad boy I shoulda talked it out instead of using bad toys That noise, get me litty like a dab torch Gotta get right, ‘fore I’m left out on the back porch Merry go round, merry barely move Cause Merry left town, I guess Merry left for school She don’t play around, she played me for a fool Merry does what merry wants, merry don’t follow rules I knew I never belonged That’s why I never fit in Every choice I made was wrong Felt like a problem wrapped in skin I push people cause we both end up just wasting time So instead I’m not wasting yours and you’re not wasting mine I push people like I never wanna be friends I treat strangers like I know I’ll never see them I smoke away my pain, hear it when I breathe in I think, I think, I think, I’m going off the deep end I push people like I never wanna be friends I treat strangers like I know I’ll never see them I smoke away my pain, hear it when I breathe in I think, I think, I think, I’m going off the deep end Sky Diving I fall farther the more I try to keep climbing Woah, I’m buzzing through the clouds Through my head, on the couch, When I’m dead, then I’m out Hand me my awards, hand me my big check, my regrets Cause I’m proud of what I’ve accomplished, but I ain’t nowhere near big yet Big moves, big hopes, big truths with big no’s The difference tween me and you is you have none and I set big goals I push people away, cause hurt people hurt people Hurt people hurt people I push people away, cause hurt people hurt people Hurt people hurt people I push people like I never wanna be friends I treat strangers like I know I’ll never see them I smoke away my pain, hear it when I breathe in I think, I think, I think, I’m going off the deep end I push people like I never wanna be friends I treat strangers like I know I’ll never see them I smoke away my pain, hear it when I breathe in I think, I think, I think, I’m going off the deep end