Off the Record

I'm finna share this but let's keep it off the record Not a fan of big crowds but I'll handle the pressure You might get a lecture if you catch me in the paint 'cause I'm playing center Will you beat me? NEVER maybe if my medulla get severed I'm a different texture Smiling at me with those dentures But you know I stay on go keep on looking til your neck hurts I don't wear no sweatshirt 'Cause I ain't sweatin' none of you and especially not her You need to go see a doctor Off the record but we on the clock 'Cause you know time is tickin' You can watch but stay off my jock I'm giving all I got So I'm feeling risky Sowing what you reap HOLD ON LET ME SPEAK While you knee deep in defeat Clawing at others within your reach If that is what you seek you don't belong here with me Lines in between now can you read? Filthy leech I'm a different breed ain't no way that I am basic 'Cause I have learned to grow on a regular basis You see me I've been working can't you see from the changes? Comprehend my state of mind? Oh look at who is basic I can never stay the same Like the lame who never change When you go against the grain Everybody got something to say Too bad them voices slain Oh now I'm in a daze This beat knocking I know you feel the quake Being something that I'm not is something that I can't be Comfortable in my own skin I don't do this for no grammy When we make it big I'm giving it to the family And to my guns I stick I'm solid where I'm standing Off the record but we on the clock 'Cause you know time is tickin' You can watch but stay off my jock I'm giving all I got So I'm feeling risky You think you can use me homie you can bite me I worked way too hard to let you get to siphoning Yeah you coolin' now but later you'll be crying When you realize got left behind on this ladder we are climbing Ain't my fault you was ladder stalling Missin' those shots not knowing that you was fallin' Deep into the depths surrounded by the darkness I will not be consumed I must proceed even though seems heartless