Chalk & Coal

So, I am led to the choice, How many hours and hours will I sacrifice To find out this was all a lie? I have never been fine... Of all the incurable suffering They only offer Some pills that would make me sick No, not again, Not again, Not again I'm living inside my head I'm living inside this hell Mess, My name's emptiness And I'm turning bitter and sour With each passing hour, Until nothing's left of me But though, you see, I'm not meant to be. I know, this disease Will not set me at ease, I am rotten inside, I'm not pure No, Not again, Not again, Not again You're not getting anywhere like that...