Nicole

And this is why I’ll never put my trust into another broad How could I ever believe, that you and I would work Cautious, cause I trust a mothafxcking soul Too many, memories, for me, to let go Stressing over little shxt, I couldn't get a text back I been down this road before, somebody probably smashing that Honestly, I blame myself, it’s you that gets the last laugh Looking, searching, trying to get my mothafxcking feelings back Instead of using judgement, I was thinking with my heart Having thoughts of growing, but instead we grew apart Third times a charm, we was doomed from the start You had one job, couldn't even play your part And now I'm looking stupid, trying get my life together Stressing, killing time by smoking cigarettes That shxt don't make me feel no better With everything that is happening, suicide on my mind I made a promise to myself Another promise of mine You got me feeling like I'm infected with raging demons I think I've had it up to here, I reached my fxcking limits I'm going back to being me, when I was oh so timid You paralyzed my feelings, now I'm resembling Timmy And what it all boils down to This would've never happened if I was around you I'm in a circus of feelings, I'm just a clown to you Fxck feelings and fxck love, go do you For all the others going through it, gets get lit tonight I got the lean in the Sprite I feel like dying tonight So here’s a toast to all the losers, that's feeling like me Patience, you gotta have it, if you wait Eventually If it glitters, you’ll find out that it ain’t gold And just quit lying to yourself, and don’t tell me that “You ain’t know”, and I’m guessing you running game Now my quarters are running low Now I’m in the Garden of Eden, I’m done chasing these hoes Why did I ever let this happen, is you teaching me a lesson If it is, I get the message, once again, I feel depressed I was the cure, you’re my disease And I was saving you But you were killing me You got me feeling like I'm pushing you away with feelings I think I've had it up to here, I reached my fxcking limits I'm going back to being me, when I was oh so timid You paralyzed my feelings, now I'm resembling Timmy And what it all boils down to This would've never happened if I was around you I'm in a circus of feelings, I'm just a clown to you Fxck feelings and fxck love, go do you