Alignment

I’m a moonwalker I’m a smooth talker I’m a backtracker I’m a backpacker Everything or anything You ever heard bout me Ain’t facts just know They caught me slippin’ I had a loose grip Bipolar now Watch for the mood flip And like the movie flicks I got a few clips So stay low I done went to war wit’ it Battle my demons They forfeit And then I went And sat up in the pulpit We can run it back And record this I been making raps Out of portraits Hoping you get the picture Man it’s gorgeous I been livin’ life Like it’s golden Pray that I never Lose this focus I’m a flower that bloomed In a dark room I gotta get it now Can’t wait soon I’m breakin’ down the defense Tryna make room My pops is sipping liquor Tryna heal wounds I’m tryna get myself Up out this bedroom I been locked in tight With all my thoughts And all my life I had to fight On these cold nights Me no like Meditation, Preparation, Levitating Higher level Mama prayed on my days Depression preyed on my days I been late on my way Two jokers, One ace I look death right in the face I just blacked I went crazy I went back to these ways Tryna find some inner peace By this time I’m waist deep Lost pieces of me (Geez) I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ They don’t wanna tell the whole truth If they only knew the shit I knew (Yeah) Separate the lies from the truth (Yeah) I can’t tell no lies in this booth (Yeah) Family turned on me I watch them stall on me I keep my distance I accept apologies But its been written That’s the way its gotta be So keep that energy And everything between y’all We do fine on my side Hide the pain in my eyes Days got shorter Nights got longer But it’s all in due time The only wound ain’t heal is mine I been living life in these times Trap my body not my mind Play your part no switching sides Truth hurts but you’ll survive Either grind or you die simply put I been moving through the city like I own it I prayed for this type of focus I’m living for these types of moments Living in the past shit was bogus Living in the now boy I own it I swear them old times was the coldest But they made me I gotta love em I swear they made me I gotta love em I put my queen in a house yeah Made her the queen of the house yeah We grab the bag and we out yeah We grab the bag and we out yeah She keep me all on my Ps and Qs We break it down and we make a move I break it down and I bust a move We made a team and we never lose I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ I can’t find it Still out of alignment I been quiet I been searchin’ I don’t have the time Gotta get this right I pray to God I hope that he don’t press decline I caught a vibe The mood is right I’ve been livin’ on the edge out here tonight I don’t have the time Gotta get this right I pray to God I hope that he don’t press decline I caught the vibe The mood is right I’ve been livin’ on the edge out here tonight yeah I got a feelin’ So tell me when you feel it I got that antidote to kill it Now put them hands to the ceiling And don’t you move All I need is reason These niggas changing like the seasons Imma do what I do just gettin even Don’t tell nobody Don’t tell a soul I been balancing this act up on my own We did too much Shit movin’ slow Anything I got I did it on my own They won’t believe me I got my reasons