Counted Me Out (feat. J'laray)

Uh Yeah I gotta get it now My parents picked up And they moved to South Had to remap out the game plan Wasn’t looking for no handouts I was guilty with the pain I was dancin’ in the rain I was copin’ with the shit Lost focus just exist Made me wanna hit a lick Skip town for like a day or two Vacay out in VA With Aunt Kasey and the crew This is breakin’ all the rules Take my time to talk to ‘em Nine months in the womb Lost three at eight weeks Still tryna make peace Shit is harder than you think I say a prayer every chance I get Keep my enemies close But my family closer Cause they think they slick Time is a blessing My mama told me ‘bout these lessons Mama told me get my blessings Mama told me learn forgiveness I still struggle with forgiveness Shit is startin’ to feel endless I gotta get it Stay down ’til I came down And it never changed Loyalty means everything I mean everything yeah Almost went insane lost it all Got it back And they just gave me they back No wonder why They counted me out Doubted me out Left me in the trenches Now they ask forgiveness No wonder why they Counted me out Doubted me out Left me in the trenches Now they ask forgiveness No wonder why they This is dancin’ with the devil Heavy metal I’m a rebel Always did it my way Never care what they say Lowkey I’m in the right spot All gold on me like Pac All gold whenever I drop Found comfort being in tight spots I remember gettin’ laughed at Back when niggas couldn’t even grasp that Wonder why I even chose to rap Back when I was poppin’ that Prozac All praises to the most high Hard times still gettin’ by Heart cold when they turned on me Still in shock they was close homies Life’s movin’ at a different speed Tryna find balance in everything Gave my queen a bigger wedding ring Move hard dodgin’ petty things She’s so hard body We want everything I embody everything They keep tryna get close to me I keep it moving how it’s 'posed to be Stay down ’til I came down And it never changed Loyalty means everything I mean everything yeah Almost went insane lost it all Got it back And they just gave me they back No wonder why They counted me out Doubted me out Left me in the trenches Now they ask forgiveness No wonder why they Counted me out Doubted me out Left me in the trenches Now they ask forgiveness No wonder why they Take all my problems I mix em together I pray they get better I hope Got the blood of my daddy That means that I’m quiet But please do not take me no joke I’m livin’ life in these times Hope you read between the lines I was a little out of focus Tryna get back in motion I know some niggas that’s dead to me We will never speak again Heart just got cold Won’t go through that shit again Nah Lyrical exercise You hold it down but your switchin’ sides I’m just tryna maintain Charge it all to the game Can’t through that shit again Count my losses and my gains For the love of the game Hold it down why you playin’ I’m just trynna get a ring I’m just tryna get my wins Word Prayin’ for all of my friends I don’t wanna make enemies I just wanna make ends I just wanna make ends Stay down ’til I came down And it never changed Loyalty means everything I mean everything yeah Almost went insane lost it all Got it back And they just gave me they back No wonder why They counted me out Doubted me out Left me in the trenches Now they ask forgiveness No wonder why they Counted me out Doubted me out Left me in the trenches Now they ask forgiveness No wonder why they