Intro

Yeah, Shout out Quan Yeah, Yeah I find myself driftin To a place that’s so much calmer Than this world we live in I say my prayers then bow my head ‘Cause I feel time is slippin’ I gotta tell it all Take nothing to the grave with me I need my conscience clear and free So just don’t play with me We lost 3 back to back That shit still plays on me I told the lord to cut me slack He had his way with me Then I proposed to the queen It was so beautiful My mama passed 3 weeks Before we did it though When I got there I was bawlin’ Just like I lost my soul Man it’s crazy how life can change In a minute though Snappin’ mental pictures I will not forget it, No In my time of need Ain’t nobody hit me No Met my aunt at the same Hospital My mama died in I walked in She looked just like her I fought my cries then She battlin’ cancer I hope she beat it That’s honest Just know all forgiven but not forgotten I’m tryin’ Here we are the same place That I started in With my niggas Makin’ dreams come a live again I rarely call my pops like he gone live forever I just wanna give him flowers While he can still smell them I hear the tone in his voice Man that shit is tellin’ He still copin’ with some shit I hope he knows I feel him This is deeper than the game This is how we livin’ I spill my heart out on this track This is how I’m feeling’ Ain’t no better time to get it So I’m on my mission I often prayed you’d give me vision And just let me live it Those were days where I barely Understood his vision I was workin’ but too busy Blockin’ all that’s given Makin’ good on promises that I’ve had forever I want my pops to know That we are goin’ to be good forever Darkest days but somehow I still made a way Weathered the storm I guess it’s safe to say I need this more than ever I find a little bit of hope In the ugliest weather My family ties got broken down Now we can’t go together I watched our vows break apart As we pulled ‘em together These bullet wounds in my heart But we mend them together Timeless effort All this time I invested But surely I learned a few lessons And caught all these blessings That are surely mine I feel restless and just broken down I separated myself and I found another route They keep this weight on me daily But I just max it out Rarely do I trust these niggas They try to X you out Often quiet in these times When everything’s right But in my head I’m yellin’ loudly ‘Cause it don’t feel right I done fell and got myself back together twice I’ve been livin’ this double life Lost in this paradise They lied and they told me twice They givin’ me bad advice All I ask is you talk to me nice Get me straight Get me right Yeah