dujour

Mama cried when we arrived, I promised her I'd be okay Way too tired of lows and highs, I guess today could be the day Yesterday made me upset, best if we go separate ways This pressure buildin' in my head, but still some shit I'd never say Maybe I misread the situation Or maybe it's exactly what I'm thinkin' (huh) Lately, I've been tired of stayin' patient Don't need to say it, I just need some confirmation Been runnin' circles in my head, man, you couldn't even know the half I'm so uncertain 'bout what's next, but I don't need to show you that I see it workin' in yo' head, but you don't think I notice that I think the worst part of this is that we will never show each other I guess that's yo' decision, f*ck it, it's yo' life Should I stay insistent or should I let it slide? I think I'd go the distance and keep my head up high Feel like I'm inches from the finish, but I'm nowhere near the line Soon as my head hit the pillow, toss and turn, I can't manage I'm movin' fast in this rental, rubber burnin', finna crash out Rubber bands make my hands hurt They givin' statements away to them Feds, they is friends now Maybe I misread the situation Or maybe it's exactly what I'm thinkin' (huh) Lately, I've been tired of bein' patient You never said it, I ain't need it anyway (huh) I do this for them kids who need a break I do this for them kids who think nobody got they back You won't never 'fess it up, it's such a shame I'm still here 'cause my mama and my sister and my dad Maybe it's just best I'm MIA You should ditch that vest and watch yo' head (huh) Reaper on my back, I'm goin' down Every time you touch my hand, it bring me back (uh-huh)