Begging

Life moves so fast now, I can't keep up Even though my minds racing, nothing is enough I'm trying to hold on, but I'm losing my grip I'm stuck in my own head, wanna abandon ship, yeah These thoughts in my head get louder Life moves from sweet to sour Tryna do this on my own But I'm losing the willpower Looks like I'm just gonna fake it I heard that's the best way to make it If any of my feelings get shown It's gonna be obvious I'm not OK I don't want you to worry at all I can do this by myself But please know when I say that I mean I'm begging for your help Nobody's wise words can fix me 'Cause nobody knows what went wrong But if you give me some of your affection The dark times won't seem so long Nobody's reached out, to me like you have Don't want you to feel like, you're being nagged Don't wanna waste your time, do you think that you'll help Pull me out of my mind, and start liking myself Things might just start to lookup Seeing all the kindness you're full of Wanna be like that someday But it might take a while to learn love The person that I don't most of all Is someone I've been with all along To God, I hope and pray That me and I learn to build a better bond I don't want you to worry at all I can do this by myself But please know when I say that I mean I'm begging for your help Nobody's wise words can fix me 'Cause nobody knows what went wrong But if you give me some of your affection The dark times won't seem so long Lately Life's been so crazy Hanging by a thread Maybe I'll stop hating me And all will be fixed in my head I don't want you to worry at all I can do this by myself But please know when I say that I mean I'm begging for your help Nobody's wise words can fix me 'Cause nobody knows what went wrong But if you give me some of your affection The dark times won't seem so long