copy your smile

Numbing feeling in my heart Tearing down those walls of art Build myself up just to break Sick of making mistakes Wish I could be just like you Love myself like you do Slap a better emotion on my face Anything I can do to replace this sadness Can I copy your smile? Just for a little while? Can I borrow your confidence? Just to test myself with it? Could you share your emotions? Save me from this downward swirling motion Can I copy your smile? Before my mind runs wild I look in the mirror And, I see myself so clear I look scared and alone Solve your problems but never my own It cracks when I try to smile More bad luck for a while What do I do now? Watch my world spin out? Can I copy your smile? Just for a little while? Can I borrow your confidence? Just to test myself with it? Could you share your emotions? Save me from this downward swirling motion Can I copy your smile? Before my mind runs wild In the darkest nights When I felt the most alone I found A Very fragile rose growing inside Of myself, BUT I still felt numb It died soon after! But, I think it entered my blood 'Cause soon I found Laughter and Love It swallowed me up! Smiling so wide Made me feel alive I found my smile Can I show you my smile? Just for a little while? I love this confidence! I really needed it! I'm loving these emotions Come join me in my upward motion! All I can do right now, is SMILE