i43 ("just breathe")

Thoughts swirl and they create a hurricane I'm popping pills just to numb the pain And then I feel my hands start to shake Why can't I be different, for f*ck sake? I hear my heart in my ears And now I no longer feel like I'm here They say They say They say They say you'll be okay Then They tell me Tell me Tell me Tell me to just breathe Deep and slow In through the nose Hold... Then, breathe out Through the mouth Spiralling Floating Watching myself break Leaving my body Dodging the pain Don't wanna be awake I wanna sleep Don't wanna see Alleviate the pain When it's done I can breathe I can breathe I can breathe