Playing The Field

I thought you loved me, I thought you cared My heart exploded, was unprepared Came through the smoke of my demolition When I was choking, you built foundations Then, you built up I was falling in love with you (with you, with you) You broke it down One phrase, no sound from you (from you, from you) You said you're "Playing The Field" My god, was this even real? It felt right, filled the hole in my chest If you hit me, it would've hurt less It felt peaceful, made me feel safe Went in to kiss you, you turned away I let it happen, don't overthink it Step-by-step, ground floor was finished Then, you built up I was falling in love with you (with you, with you) You broke it down One phrase, no sound from you You said you're "Playing The Field" My god, was this even real? (was this even real?) It felt right, filled the hole in my chest If you hit me, it would've hurt less I'm confused, so I cry to my mama Were my muse, 'til you ripped it all up A dagger, you knew how to twist Didn't think you'd actually do it Surely I didn't make this up A connection, a young, lost love I saw him text you, called your ass out You got flustered, then turned it 'round Say I'm jealous, well yeah, I am (F*ck yeah) Thought you were mine but you're fucking other men (what?) But you're fucking other men I can't fucking pretend But, you can't pretend You say you're "Playing The Field" I know to you this wasn't real It felt right, but, now a hole in my chest If you told me, you could've avoided this mess "I'm so confused", I cry to my brother Not my muse, 'cause you fucked it all up Those love songs I'll never set free You don't deserve to hear how my heart was on my sleeve A dagger you had to twist F*ck sake, you actually did it A fuckin' shame you had to ruin it Was I fooled or just fuckin' stupid? (Just fuckin' stupid)