Zero Experience

I'm gonna be honest with you right now I've never even known what I'm doing Constantly struggling to be known Trying to charade as older than everyone else around me Forced to mature but it's happening slow If I'm starting to get annoying just know inside I'm really sorry and If you don't like it then I don't wanna be seen But here I am, loosing mental gain and all I really know is I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where I'm going I don't know how to help anyone or myself and I still don't know who I really am and I have zero experience Doing what I claim to love, I need some help Not enough emotional support from my friends and parents So what the hell happens when I loose all my confidence like this I should just give upraise my mind is about to explode I need someone else, help me steer road I feel weak and helpless when I ask for help A constant battle wether I'm allowed to be myself I don't wanna be stuck on the shelf I don't wanna be like everybody else I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where I'm going I don't know how to help anyone or myself and I still don't know who I really am and I have zero experience Doing what I claim to love, I need some help I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where I'm going I don't know how to help anyone or myself and I still don't know who I really am and I have zero experience Doing what I claim to love