Reflections on Thirty (feat. Kevin Avrillian & Akito Goto)

I remember being ten, wishing time would fly Waiting for the days when I will feel free Thought by thirty, I'd be brave, no more fears inside But I'm standing here, with nowhere to hide Thirty isn't what I dreamed, it's deeper than the years A mirror of the choices, the laughters and the tears It's the silence in the dark when the world feels so wide In my twenties, I was bold, thinking I knew best Dreaming of the life I make my own way Thought by thirty, I'd be strong, far from doubts and fears Yet I stand and fall, unsure of what might come Thirty isn't what I dreamed, it's deeper than the years A mirror of the choices, the laughters and the tears It's the silence in the dark when the world feels so wide Maybe I'll never understand, and that's alright 'Cause I'll keep holding on and on To joy of everyday