Almost December

What if I wrote a song and couldn't sing it? It'd be like talking to you with no feelings And what if I had my cake but couldn't eat it? That's what I'm doing now can't you see it? What if I wrote a letter and never sent it? Be like beggin' to the Lord with no repentance What if I rinsed the dish but didn't clean it? Be like a wishing on a star but never seein' it And what if the clouds held back their rain Be like a track without a train Or joy without the pain And it's driving me insane Sometimes you're given gifts you shouldn't be given Like being alive but never living Sometimes the weather don't change with the seasons I been coming up with rhymes with no reasons And it's almost December Weather still ain't changed Is it man made or God ordained? Everything changes but it all remains the same