Now I Trust in God

All those times I was afraid Of dyin' Kept me from livin' Livin' my life All those times out there fishin' I didn't know what we were fishin' for I wished we'd fished a little more Before you walked through heaven's door And all those times I walked away Went off on my own Put down my phone Didn't wanna talk to anyone Was I hidin' from my family Did I need a good escape Did I find all of the answers and throw them all away Left astray and falling all apart Now I trust in God with all my heart When I'm hiding in my mind Might as well be dyin' I know I ain't been livin' Like I should When I'm wasting all my time Cryin' I know I ain't been tryin' Like I could Was I hidin' from my family Did I need a good escape Did I find all of the answers and throw them all away Left astray and falling all apart Now I trust in God with all my heart And I realize now All that time I spent with you was all I was fishin' for Well, anyhow, I guess I'll do the same for my grandboy All those times I was afraid Of dyin' Kept me from livin' Livin' my life