Heaven or Hell

Maybe I'm a blind man And see nothing but me Most of the time Maybe I'm a narcissist My ego runs wild I can't believe I'm saying it Here's to the part of me I can't seem to break I'm trying to change We're all broken pieces With a gaping hole in our soul Desperately longing to feel whole And I'm sorry I had to break you down To build me up And I'm sorry I put me first And I always do but I'm trying to break free of myself Every day I wanna live it well Every day you you make heaven or hell Maybe I was cut deep And I feel a need to pass it along And maybe I was lied to And never recovered And just kept the pattern up This is my declaration Of permanently changing Or at least just facing The part of me I try to ignore