Burnt Retinas

I feel, I feel all their stares It's what raises the hairs on the back of my neck I feel depressed Spine is compressed They say I'm fine What do you mean I'm fine I'm drinking turpentine to remove the stains from my teeth These chemicals help me see beneath I stare, into the sun My retinas, burn up I feel, I feel so much pressure Why do I let things fester I've lost my nerve, my optic nerve is gone What do mean its gone I've got nothing to focus on The serotonin has stopped I'd give anything for one more drop I stare, into the sun My retinas, burn up