I've Looked to the Sky and I've Found Nothing

This black is beating red for the first time Crawling its way into the depths of this boy's mind But he bleeds a beating heart that's so innocent and pure That is bound to be blackened for being fearful to die This spiritual confinement is not what I bargained for I had no idea that this is what you had in store I never thought I'd have to sit and watch these bodies fall I would just as soon hit the floor myself I've looked to the sky and I've found nothing I've looked to the sky and I've found This boy's becoming more than a boy and he hates himself for it He can run but in time he can't ignore it He's no longer what he thought he should be He's no longer what I thought he could be And I can't find a way to get through This place is catastrophic and I can't take anything When my whole life revolves around this man who can't sing For shit, he wishes to be everything he isn't And I fear that because of that he won't push his limits I can't say that I fear death Because I'm dying for my life back This man can't see two feet in front of him and I can't unsee the broken miles ahead of him and I don't know why but this red is fading black again and Maybe it's his own fault or maybe it's a time filled with sin I've looked to the sky and I've found I don't know where I went wrong I'm Only waiting for the dawn of No tomorrows no today's Because life through death's my only way out I've looked to the sky and I've found nothing I've looked to the sky and I've found I'm a reflection of this person that I cannot save I'm puppeteering for a life that I cannot control Time keeps on beating me crashing wave after wave I'm just as guilty as he is This damp dark space is closing in around on me That beating heart red is nowhere to be found I can feel time's firm grip around his throat you see and That beating heart red is nowhere to be found and I can't Find it in me to ask the almighty one to find The beating heart red that's nowhere to be found Because I've seen it all before with the cruelty of time that stops The beating heart red from being found Don't let me let him die Please don't let me let him die Don't let me let him die Please don't let me let him