Dead Man Walkin' (Eastenders)

I've been here before; this is where my fingers slipped into yours This is where I trembled when you touched mine This is where the seeds we planted long ago Grew up to tell us we're too old to know I've been here before; this is where the novelty starts wearing off, wearing off, wearing off And all the world's a stage; it's just that I ain't on it anymore, anymore This ain't Eastenders, this ain't Eastenders, this ain't Eastenders; it's the real thing What am I supposed to do now? Crawl down the hole of monotony, monotony, monotony, monotony The silence is deafening, the phone never rings Won't somebody help me 'cause I feel like I'm drowning? If I should sink, if I should swim It doesn't really matter anymore - dead man walkin' I've been meaning to tell you for oh-so long Baby, you got it right, and I got it wrong Now I know what ageism means; you gotta try a little harder You gotta be a little stronger I've been here before; this is where nothing happens anymore, anymore, anymore Someone else's rage, someone else's pain Someone else's ego; you will believe, you will believe This ain't Eastenders, this ain't Eastenders, this ain't Eastenders; it's the real thing What am I supposed to do now? Sink to the bottom of obscurity, obscurity, obscurity, obscurity It's a foregone conclusion, a fait accompli It's all taken care of; you don't have to worry If I should lose, If I should win It doesn't really matter anymore - dead man walkin'