A Horse With Blinders

There's a young boy sitting at the top of the stairs And he sees me dancing with the devil He folds a beaten piece of paper And drops it down afraid I'll answer There's an old man staring into better parts of me I'm at the table thinking bout a girl He says a horse don't know if it's wearing blinders Are you so sure that you're eyes are open Wake up, wake up I ain't here to just maintain Or watch my life go through a pane I want to know what they would say The boy I was and the man I'm gonna be I'd tell them everything I'm at a win for words more than most anyone But you make me Wanna become, who I once was A God fearing man