Growin up (Demo)

When you've got your back up against the wall When you're doubled over and can't stand tall When you're hit from the side, blind And your guard begins to fall And you've lost all hope and you're down crawlin When your boards are empty and there aint nothin in your cup That ain't growin older, that's growin up When the sun goes down and the clouds block out the moon And time stands still and you're wishin that the morning was coming soon And the wind is howlin so cold, and your feet and hands are numb And you look down and stare at your plate and you don't even have one crumb But you get up to fight again despite the world upon your shoulders That ain't growing up, that's getting older When you leave yourself and your dreams behind so you can make it through another day The things most important seem to come and find you Put your arms around those things, cause there ain't no other way Not to mention the things you do define you I thought I was on the right path till I crashed and burned and smoldered That ain't growin up that's getting older When the sun comes up you better let her in She can be your friend, but turn your back and she'll burn you once again The fog will block out the sun, but through it you'll still get burned How many times until you learn I did all I could till I couldn't, and that's the tale I told her And that ain't growin up, that's getting older I thought I was on the right path till I crashed and burned and smoldered That ain't growin up that's getting older That ain't growin up that's getting older