Amongst Shattered Glass

The still Calmness of the kill The feeling of the thrill Followed by regret But that void I had to fill I know you weren't a threat And it wasn't your will It wasn't your will The why The feeling of goodbye You can let out your sigh And feel what hurts inside But that part of me had to die Maybe one day you'll find My soul before it flies High into the sky The ground The feeling was profound The word got around And thinking back to ocean waves I wish I had drowned And I'll hate you to my grave Lest I surrender to the sound Surrender to the sound Go lock up your door And Fall on the floor Cus I know when you can't take anymore You can't brush off the pain Or ignore the strain Or fight off the clouds pouring rain I can't tell you why I'm not being sly It's not time for you to say goodbye So as I fade away Remember the day You fell on the floor and began to pray Still memories of that December night Haunt my mind Kill me inside I wish I had the chance leave them all behind Oh god have you turned a blind eye