Dreams (feat. Diomer)

They say that life is a game They say your never gon' play They say your fake They say your sin is so great They say you'll never create Never gon' make Pride is my weakness, I ain't ever scared to talk about my feelings Loneliness is my weakness, I'm just lost inside my feelings Like my girl left back in June and I still ain't got a clue Why you did that, tell me girl why you did that I was gonna wife you up but you split fast 3 Days later got ya new man and I hate that And I really hate you You texted me the other day and I ain't got a clue What to text back- sad to say that I text back Lord knows that I shouldn't text back Take it back to the day one Wish I️ didn't say some, cause you always play some Pass it back shouldn't date em Boys said I shouldn't date ya, gotta reputation Insecurity is this You prayin on Sunday and curse with ya friends You say that you cleanest but you just consist Of An addict who wants to just go and fit in Yo- I ain't cop that Cuss em all out said im gonna text back I roll up into my room said I smacked that I got hella high fives but I lost all respect Now I'm on the back end, I'm repenting for that My heart split up 5 ways I can't sleep on that I'm crying for my feelings I can't take it back Cause the sin you commit won't just stay in the past Mama said little boy go keep it in your pants Don't play lil kid or I'll slap you in the head But now my mama crying cause she read all of my texts And I'm feeling hella guilty cause I see the pain from that I'm just tryna get my faith straight, tryna get it back I'm praying up on Sundays and I'm feelin like the man I'm cheating back on Mondays cussin up with my friends And my double standards got me feelin like I'm fittin in And I smoke when I'm stressed 2 packs a week, just sit back and relax I try to make plans, I can't get out of bed Caught up in the fear that I messed up the plan If forgiveness is bliss, than I'm still ignorant Like what if the girl I was supposed to be with i turned down for the chance just to be with my ex? They try to tell me that I gotta do it their way Go to school and graduate and get a new bae Dream big but if you don't get a degree You'll end up as a nobody slaving to eat Full time student with a full time drive I tell people that and they give me probs But we know people who went through so much Just to get it done and still ain't got no job Much love to them but I can't do it The lord gifted me with a passion for music I was 17 when he told me about it 5 years later now I'm ready to use it I thought I had a plan that would have been worth All the work I'm doin but inside I'm hurt It sounds good to y'all but I must admit How I wanna serve the lord, and this ain't it God only gave me one life to live And I refuse to be a slave in it And I don't care if people think I quit Cause I follow God like a true misfit And I don't want to go to hell tonight I'm tempted to give up but Ima fight Depression's on me but I'm gonna shine Because I put my faith in Jesus Christ (They say that life is a game)