My Soul, My Dark Confession

My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My greatest fear is that I'll die alone I'll be chillin at my home, all my friends are dead and gone I'll be the one who never settled down I'll be the friend who's high on life but never wife'd one for his arm Maybe I missed the one I've been with girls I thought would last But other dudes just came right through, and than my girl just went and smashed And now I'm hangin back I ain't fit for the pack Tell me this a test, like I was made for rap Or I'm just missing facts, like I'm waiting for a queen But my life is getting tourn, starts to show around the seems And the pain ain't gone away from when you left me with my dream Or when you cheated back in Spring, or when you said we wouldn't be But than you said you wouldn't leave, I'm staring at the leaves That park where we first met, shared that kiss between the seats But I'm dealing with regret, what went down between the sheets I'm still dealing with deceit, this ain't who I'm gonna be (Nah) My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson Half of y'all second guess me Ya My pen ain't perfected And I'm jealous that I never get invited to weddings What the hell is my issue Well this just ain't the ending And my greatest fear is that I'll be alone at my ending Led Zepplin my ryhthems Write my stairway to heaven Lemme count all my blessings I'm struggling with depression Cause depression is prison And my thoughts are the captives And my bars are the limits And anxiety's crippling My Soul, My Dark Confession (My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson) My Soul, My Dark Confession (My Depression, My Confession, I'm just trying to learn my lesson)