Afterlife

Spent a year in the cut just to come back a mess the game up I got my name up I got my weight up Got sorta famous but then it faded I'm sorta jaded I turned down offers from the stations I'm sayin look Been feeling out of loop without the day job My blue switched sides so now my suits like vadar Luke stays patient staring at the radar Waiting for the force to take my shot and then I take off This isolation flow the type to make ya go to read receipts Is this real man I don't know it's time for me to a G Mind is so divided as it fights to be a deity A city where it's me and me Ian Levy be the key Heatin up in 3 degrees that's Boston with a Ed.D But none of that means nothing gimme beats or I will be diseased Opposite of Derrick gimme roses at my knees and feet A garden out of state but made a promise I can fill these seats It's been a lot on the road I been out on my luck I been down I been cold Been a lot on the road I been all on my own out of touch feeling old It's Been a lot on the road I been out on my luck I been down I been cold Been a lot on the road but I know that I'm gold Yeah I know that I'm gold Nowadays it's just FaceTime with mom and pops Grown adult mode pull the mazda up to stop and shop The fresh food the fresh cut from the barbershop With my shorty out to dinner and we close it out with baklava I'm not stoppin the bread is feedin the noggin I'm not talkin the wallet I'm clean cut and I'm polished In a star-studded conference ya man I just started Been (Ben) big in many states that's why the homies call me Wallace When I shoot they all ears the move they call fear That's just part of how I win man I'm the truth like Paul Piece Want proof that's wall gear Doctorate you poppin shit or questioning my scholarship You know that's it's our year Man half the time I just sit around and conversate with myself That's a heavyweight to carry but close to wearing the belt So if I'm spotted for my title or sitting up on ya shelf Then that just means I shared my story in all the ways I can count Been a lot on the road I been out on my luck I been down I been cold Yeah yeah yeah yeah Been a lot on the road I been all on my own out of touch feeling old Yeah yeah yeah yeah Been a lot on the road I been out on my luck I been down I been cold Yeah yeah yeah yeah Been a lot on the road But I know that I'm gold Yeah I know that I'm gold Yeah yeah yeah yeah