Holiday Blues

Blue skies, sand up to my thighs Yeah, I'm buried deep, can't recognize December ender of the year It's Christmas fun and Christmas cheer but I Feel numb at the sight of it Another time of year, yeah the feelin' quit Tokens amass at the malls for fits Try on a couple layers when the seasons hit Motion to the ocean where the north pole isn't frozen I ain't got a new devotion, but the winter isn't cold and Then I drown into the depths of the fear of being broken As I wash away, the things I said this year Holidays are here Emotions are unclear Happiness and cheer Don't quite come this year Mountains roll through my mind at night I thought I missed the view, but I just missed the times When I was a little younger, couple inches high No idea how Santa did supply Was it magic or a mental curse A blockage straining draining me worse The lights, the trees, the sounds This warmth was all around But days they turned to years, and now I know the system here I had a strong suspicion that my merriment it would not last Crumbled family in the past, see you last, meet the cast, have a blast, going fast, check cashed, forecast, flags half mast, did you really ask that? Holidays are here Emotions are unclear Happiness and cheer Don't quite come this year Holidays are here Emotions are unclear Happiness and cheer Don't quite come this year