Ashtray

There's another full ashtray by my bed there's another night of nightmares in my head I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off What do you do what do you do when you can't sleep it off It's another full ashtray by my bed It's another night of nightmares in my head I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off What do what you do when you can't sleep it off Ashtray full and my lungs bad I'm up man I'm up til the sun back New night, old nightmares come back just trying to ride it out like a bus pass Sorry if I been closed off You ever been scared to doze off Fully charged with my phones off I ain't tryna take no calls You know to break a chain you gotta find a link that'll work I wanna explain it but I just can't find the words I heard you get what you give out and you get what you deserve I think all that I gave out it might just give me the worst I got a full ashtray on my nightstand and I will never break but yea, I might bend And my nightmares only last the night man I said I will never break but yea, I might bend There's another full ashtray by my bed there's another night of nightmares in my head I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off What do you do what do you do when you can't sleep it off It's another full ashtray by my bed It's another night of nightmares in my head I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off What do what you do when you can't sleep it off What you do, what you do, when you can't, can't fight the feeling What you do, what you do, when you ain't, slept in a minute Don't expect you to understand, always knew you wouldn't get it I guess that's why I probably never mentioned or said it And I ain't tryna stress nobody I could handle alone My nights turn into mornings, and mornings they come and go I would sleep it off, but sleep ain't really something I know And you believe what you see, but you only see what I show I got a full ashtray on my nightstand And I will never break, but yeah I might bend And my nightmares only last the night, man I said I will never break, but yeah I might bend There's another full ashtray by my bed there's another night of nightmares in my head I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off What do you do what do you do when you can't sleep it off It's another full ashtray by my bed It's another night of nightmares in my head I've been trying, I've been trying just to keep em off What do what you do when you can't sleep it off