Better

Am I really free Sometimes I live in make believe Couldn't hear those screams Begging me to try a little harder What's identity Making problems just to fill the need To sew another seam When did life just get a little harder Indifferent I'm jealous Acceptance Why can't I oh I why can't I relax Feeling like a heart attack Wish I didn't care nobody cares Maybe by next year I'll be better What's been ailing me Alone, broke, responsibility Everything's a bit I can't laugh forever and ever woah Live in intropy I wish you just loved all of me Every single inch It's more fun when you're together Indifferent I'm jealous Regardless I'm selfish Inhuman You're stupid I'm sorry Accept me Why can't I oh I why can't I relax Feeling like a heart attack Wish I didn't care nobody cares Maybe by next year I'll be better Why can't I just get me out of bed I'll just sleep in wake up late and call in sick again I'm a slave to how ya feel Maybe by next year I'll be better