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I'm so tired Of trynna explain myself To myself again Maybe I'm wired To think that I'm not okay Am I okay I think I'm dumb and then I think I'm really smart I don't know where I'll be But maybe it's a start I wanna fly Higher than I ever have before O lord this is my prayer If dying's where We're headed to than what do I live for I hope I find the answer Silly little reasons Keeps me up at night Focused on my demons Rather than my light There's no constitution When I'm in my head No more explanations It's gonna get me dead I think I'm dumb and then I think I'm really smart I don't know where I'll be But maybe it's a start I wanna fly Higher than I ever have before O lord this is my prayer If dying's where We're headed to than what do I live for I hope I find the answer I gotta keep trying Keep going just keep going (I gotta keep trying) Keep going just keep going (I gotta keep trying) Keep going just keep going (Yeah) Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going Keep going just keep going