HOWTOFLY

She comes from Queens A girl from 90s movie She wants to be seen She wants to be loved by somebody You think she's naive? She knows exactly what she's doing She's all I see Oh I could be your somebody But loving her is leaving all I know I'm learning how to fly I know it's wrong but it feels so right I'm learning how to duck, I'm learning how to turn Ignore all the warnings of the point of no return I'm learning how to fly To her, to her She lights it up And we throw our past to the future For now it's fun We can worry about all that later But all of a sudden one day She was up and gone, all gone all gone Couldn't figure out when she left All she left was the smoke from her cigarette And now I'm learning how to fly It was all wrong but it felt so right I'm looking for her shadow, listening for her voice Searching the city but it's just all noise I wanna find her, but I can't fly I never learned to fly I wish you were waiting for me tonight Is it cause I ducked, is it cause I turned? Is it cause I made it past the point of no return? I wanna find you but I can't fly