Fresh Start

I can't stop thinkin' bout those nights That we were up late and there were no fights We just sat and talked and it felt so right But I can't keep drinkin' when I think about you I can't keep cryin' just cause I'm without you I don't know what to do now that I'm without you I turn on my favorite records But then I see us together We were birds of a feather But now it's just colder weather So if you're thinkin' bout coming back right now Then you best believe I'll let you back in this house I need a fresh start but I'm never gonna get it I'm going through withdrawals, I guess I struggle with addiction Drank you away so I get down to business And I'll be sober until your memory visits Now that we're here I don't know what to say But I wanna ask why you walked away I should've known that this would happen right from the start Damn, I hate this feeling I need a fresh start Every night was a fight I drank away our lives I tried to fix it up but I ran out of time I guess that's what I get for all this overthinking Don't gotta say what it's become because it's what you're thinking You're getting what you wanted, a different kind of person A man that isn't sleeping right next to the bourbon Seeing your smile, well it doesn't stop the hurtin I'll be completely honest, this part is more important cause I need a fresh start but I'm never gonna get it I'm going through withdrawals, I guess I struggle with addiction Drank you away so I get down to business And I'll be sober until your memory visits Now that we're here I don't know what to say But I wanna ask why you walked away I should've known that this would happen right from the start Damn, I hate this feeling I need a fresh start I need a fresh start but it's not even beginning I don't understand, I wanna start the healing Everything is pointing towards me being the villain Can't put the bottle down but it gives a good feeling that I need a fresh start but I'm never gonna get it I'm going through withdrawals, I guess I struggle with addiction Drank you away so I get down to business And I'll be sober until your memory visits Now that we're here I don't know what to say But I wanna ask why you walked away I should've known that this would happen right from the start Damn, I hate this feeling I need a fresh start