iwishiwasflying

I wish I was flying Try some psilocybin Maybe even hang with Lucy in the sky with diamonds I should close my eyelids Remember a time when I could smile freely and not be hiding behind it I know there's a place where I can go When I click my heels calling home Pray it don't take me too long to find it I just wanna know what it's like to not feel lonely Time won't slow down Wonder why they won't rewind it? I wish I was flying Over all the houses Away from all the people Need to feel less crowded Surrounded by strangers It's dangerous walking outside These days they shoot you for how you look or what you put in their mind Based on assumption, and paranoia Annoyed by humanity Hide inside of my room Because I'm losing my sanity Too many tragedies happening before our eyes Innocent people dying Watching their families crying So I wish I was flying Try some psilocybin Maybe even hang with Lucy in the sky with diamonds I should close my eyelids Remember a time when I could smile freely and not be hiding behind it I know there's a place where I can go When I click my heels calling home Pray it don't take me too long to find it I just wanna know what it's like to not feel lonely Time won't slow down Wonder why they won't rewind it? I wish I was flying I miss having happiness inside me No shortage of euphoria Man life would just excite me I remember all the green in the trees was extra vibrant The ground underneath my feet was real defined And I've been tryna chase that high for a minute But I am so afraid of my mind and every idea in it So every day I find me writing a sentence Almost a message To a savior, like a prayer for repentance But if I sent it, I don't know who'd receive it I've said it more than once I don't know who to believe in Sometimes I even believe I'm the only true being And everyone or thing that I'm seeing Is something I'm dreaming How fucked up is Ian? Conversations with hallucinations that talk to me It's just my imagination It's ok, nothing's wrong me I'll just fall asleep Find a new dream within the silence A new beam of light shining on me I'm frightened So I wish I was flying Try some psilocybin Maybe even hang with Lucy in the sky with diamonds I should close my eyelids Remember a time when I could smile freely And not be hiding behind it I know there's a place where I can go When I click my heels calling home Pray it don't take me too long to find it I just wanna know what it's like to not feel lonely Time won't slow down Wonder why they won't rewind it? I wish I was flying