Happy Endings

Hey, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me There I hold my head high Get everything right, delusional maybe Yo, this whole last year was a shit show Just finding out now what I didn't know Seems like each time when I get low I place blame everywhere that it shouldn't go And that's what keeping me up Falling apart, man, I keep it a buck You still act like I'm holding you up I still feel like I'm totally nuts, so Tell me what I should've said and I'll pretend to know that Things come out my mouth that I should probably learn to hold back Why do I expect to have the patience that I don't have? Over and over, expecting a different result, yeah Hey, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me There I hold my head high Get everything right, delusional maybe If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings? Where I'm better than we both know I could be, oh Still, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me They're like, "Hey Mike You can't keep kicking yourself for the things you say, like There's some people that you could never make right" And really, do I wanna sweat shit? No I don't know why I don't let this go Hold it inside, let it take control Tell me what I should've said and I'll pretend to know that Things come out my mouth that I should probably learn to hold back Why do I expect to have the patience that I don't have Over and over and over and over and, oh my God Hey, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me There I hold my head high Get everything right, delusional maybe If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings? Where I'm better than we both know I could be, oh Still, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me I keep telling myself to stop carin' 'Cause they live for keeping me staring And they'll drag it on and make me respond To get more retweets and more sharing I don't need the manager, no Karen 'Cause what's wrong seems so apparent 'Cause I'm too alive for bad fucking vibes And I'm so damn sick of being stuck inside Side, side, side, yeah Hey, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me There I hold my head high Get everything right, delusional maybe If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings Where I'm better than we both know I could be, oh Still, at least in my mind I'm feeling like I'm the hero that saves me If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings? If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings? If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings? If I'm pretending, why not write happy endings?