I FIND COMFORT IN MY DISCONTENT

So tell me, how do you consider your pain Do you poison yourself, or block out those willing to share the drain Do you resent, do you learn to hate the ones you swore to love Is my mask on, would you take it off for me See, I'm lost like you, or not like you, but like you in a way I hear you, but I choose to ignore your calls of pain, but I swear I'm working on that I may not be your one, but I'm your first, and I hope I've taught you a lot Shit f*ck, I'm sorry, I don't want what you wanted, my perfect nightmare, set it on fire it's dire, electric, I'm so fucking pathetic, my feelings, left rotting, the thought of progressing, my moment, it's calling, it's so damn rewarding, your life, all twisted f*ck, I'm conflicted, my unstable future corrupted by the wanting of all and the need to explore the world and find my heart and find my calm, what a mess