grabbing the knife

Grabbin the knife and i stab it into my wrist Inside my bathroom a bitch laying in her piss Henney and vodka she couldn't resist I'm adoring the way that her body can Comin up out the mud From spillin blood From killing thugs The bitch wanna hug Hell nah i just wanna f*ck I'm up in her bed like a bug Now her legs are stuck She sliding around like a slug But she still wanna f*ck I'm grabbin the hair and i tug I'm making this bitch say ugh I got her screaming and moaning But i'm sipping lean and im mourning The death of myself I've always gone down the wrong trail Thinkin i might go to hell I'm putting my brain up for sale They say how you doing good morning I'm doing well, blood pouring Onto the hardwood flooring Bagging your bitch i'm scoring Put her to sleep she snoring All of her texts im ignoring Your loved ones dead bodies im storing Maggots and flies are storming Shut up and listen to what imma say When i pull up you know imma spray I'm hanging your body up as a display I sit and i watch as your body decays When i come round you best start to pray I'm killing off parents turn kids into strays Thought they were going home, arrival delayed For how i was treated i'm gonna repay