Old Scene Kid Has A Sad

Don't get the wrong impression, cause I'm not always this awkward But these days I can't help but feel like I'm only reminiscing more Cause I still carry the guilt I should've shed years ago Plagued by insecurities most of which are unknown So after thirty eight years why do I feel like I'm stuck in my teens? Cause I sound like a skipping CD, missing some information Much less a broken record, or a static radio station Cause all my time has been spent forgetting names, And reasons why I constantly complain That I'm just wandering aimlessly year after year It's time I pack up and just f*ck outta here. So I tell myself to quit living in the past Nostalgia's like a poison that keeps stunting my growth, It keeps me from moving on, I keep pining for one more show I've had my time in the spotlight, now all the friends in the scene are gone Those days are long behind me now, and I just need something new to focus on. Cause I sound like a skipping CD, missing some information Much less a broken record, or a static radio station Cause all my days have been spent making up lies About how I have been spending my time. And I'm just wandering aimlessly year after year It's time I pack up and just f*ck outta here. Cause I'm growing older and not getting wiser I'm just getting fatter and more annoyed with everything Cause I sound like a skipping CD, missing some information Much less a broken record, or a static radio station Cause all these nights I confess I felt this strange And never once I felt the need for change Now I'm just wandering aimlessly scene after scene Not finding the answers I'm still incomplete So desperate to find even one open ear. It's time I pack up and just f*ck outta here.