i call u

They say the past is in the past, but I keep looking back And all I see is what used to be They say the future looks bright ahead, but I'd rather be dead Cause all I know is I got no place to go I'll just be here staring at the ceiling and counting all the stars Thinking back to when things weren't so hard Putting on a smile just to show I'm fine, but wishing that I could still call you mine They say be optimistic, but I just can't forget this Cause what I thought tangled us in a knot They say you're just a chapter, but I thought you were my ever after But now I know I've got to let you go Yet I'm still here staring at the ceiling and counting all the stars Thinking back to when things weren't so hard Putting on a smile just to show I'm fine, but wishing that I could still call you mine Cause my life is so empty without you here And without you I'd be lonely, I fear There's a hole inside my heart and darling you're the missing part I'm stuck here staring at the ceiling and counting all the stars Thinking back to when things weren't so hard Putting on a smile just to show I'm fine When I found out everything was a lie And I'm flipping through our pictures and crying everyday Wishing that I could still see your face Watching out the window and hanging by the phone Hoping one day I can call you home I call you home I call you home I call you home