pretend

I don't belong Not at school, not at home I just go on Pretending like I'm fine And no one sees That I'm not really happy So I go on Like nothing's wrong It's bottled up Away from the world When life gets tough I'm your happy little girl And then I burst So you ask if I'm okay But only for a minute, only for that day My world is crumbling down Any moment I could drown There's so much going on So I pretend This is my life Problems surround me everyday And from my life I push myself away And you don't know What goes on in my head And so I go To help you out instead Not only for a minute, but every single day My world is crumbling down Any moment I could drown There's so much going on So I pretend I'm your rock, your rock A shoulder to lean on, lean on The one you rely on, lie on Yeah, I'm your rock My mind goes numb And I start to shake Just being dumb Even if I'm bound to break No need to worry There's so much on your plate My eyes go blurry, but I'm so okay