Melancholy

Big dreams I remember dem days I was keeping my head low Wait till I'm paid Cop me a mansion I'm stuck in a halo Nowadays you can get rob and stabbed in your back From your family and your friends tho I was so quiet I was so silence Now I see I was gifted with talent Now I see I was Addicted by drugs Now I see I was blinded by love Now I see She was diggin' that nigga Blaming that shit on her mental state I guess she was taking the leap of faith Keep telling yourself that you needed space Can't tell the truth Back in the past, face to face ( baaa) She's pushing and pushing and pushing away The silence so sweet The pain getting deeper and deeper If You fighting a battle Just learn how to pick it Emotions a drug Can get to your head Make you relapse Then your stuck to your bed 33 pimpin' Pass me the ball I can turn up the flames 031 The color so blue depression the same I was made for this shii Decoding the game I'm thuggin' outside Mess with the gang You know you're going die How could I trust you? All you do is just lie? left me alone in the field Get me a deal Advance with a mil Ha! Advance with a mil All I want is a name for my name Walk around and stunt on my chain Swear to gawd it wasn't so eazy Swear to gawd I was lonely and broke Swear to gawd no one just believed me Swear to gawd she just went up and left me Swear to gawd this shii wasn't soo eazy (hmm) All this power I gotta say something Here is my theory Of what I believe The way that you bleed Is the way I can bleed Telling my dreams and they didn't believe Swear to gawd it wasn't so eazy Swear to gawd I was lonely and broke Nothing less But nothing but hope Dreams are the finest Is What I believe Telling my stories and Proving my dreams I don't play when it's all about mine You can tell by the way that I drive You can tell by the hate in they eyes Here is my chance of what I believe The way that you bleed Is the way I can bleed Telling dreams They didn't believe me Swear to gawd it wasn't so eazy (yeah) (The way that you bleed) (Is the way I can bleed )