Suicide Letters

(Sniff ) (I swear to god) (I swear mane) (I swear) Writing the suicide notes I swear that the feeling is feeling so different I'm hurting I'm Taking the pills The way that it calms and the way that feels Taking a gun put it straight to my head Risking it all Sending threats to my head Will I go to hell for things that I said ? But f*ck it I guess that it is what it is guess that I am who they say that I am Forcing my all Just swallow the pill I'm floating, I'm seeing myself as I'm dying Open your eyes dis shit getting real! Screaming and crying is all I can do Seeing myself as I'm turning so blue Mama I'm sorry I failed you I'm sorry I left you with suicide note Just read me my notes (My notes ) (no no noooo ) (My notes ) (Nooooo ) (Suicide notes) (Suicideeeee)