LOCKED IN

Got me in my feelings im locked in, abused for my heart and my trust If you dont want part in the war, then i am done fighting for us They asked me how long i cared, i spent so many countless months They told me bro this aint fair, i guess i shoulda listend up Back to the way you treated me, showed hate to me more than love And i usually mask my feelings, this time i dont give a f*ck Now i wont leak the records, dont worry they wont hear bout us This pain in my heart, im sore, i would rather get hit by a bus Hit record and i'll start to rant, i'll speak from my heart and mind And i gave her my thoughts and care, i guess you were a waste of time But you movin like me so well, act like me you a clone or mime I wonder if my heart repairs, i aint dead so i guess its fine And you said we over, im blocked, 20 minutes then you hit my line If you call me crying im done, i wont answer i'll just press decline And trust me i thought she the one, true love its so hard to find Notice how everything past tense, that means that we done no lie Like f*ck this shit hurt so bad, i aint want it to end like this Your beliefs and your bullshit lies, are the things that just get me pissed You said you were dedicated, shit happened and i guess you switched I believed that you really loved me, i just knew you were full of shit Now tell me why love so hard, every search i just find a bitch And they always be sayin move on, "theres a whole sea full of fish" And after every single failure, i restart and i clean my dish Every time i get attached, at this point my life a hitch And you so fake as shit, how you claim that you dont wear makeup And shit i know that you do, you lied and thats how we breakup And shit i know it aint much, but it alter the way of your skin Trying to say you dont hoe around, he have hair and you letting him in And funny how i did a lot, its okay i know i cant win Trying to say your so pretty and shit, try losing some weight from yo chin You said that i aint do enough and i make you feel constantly scared Maybe i wasn't so perfect to you but at least i showed that i cared