Still Stuck

Whatchu sayin to the public is different what you said to me In public i was chasing you, my dms you obsessed with me You act like i was down for you when really you were down for me At first girl i ain't really care, i'm pissed cuz now they clownin me I look back and i hate myself, your "pretty" face was clouding me I used to always call you pretty, meanwhile you was downing me And now i think your fucking ugly, compliments surrounding me Don't even think bout sending shots, you do i'll send the calvary I know you said you moved on, i'm still stuck in our memories Ain't saying that i miss you, cuz missing you take energy How'd you break my heart when you said you want the best for me Crazy i'm so gullible, manipulation meddling Your love was like a bike trail, uphill and i kept peddling Eventually got tired and i gave up on our tethering I'm pouring out my feelings i wont mess up on the lettering I drink to solve my problems cuz the thoughts of you unsettling I'm still stuck Still stuck in the past with you You said things would last with you You was falling i was catching you I'm still stuck I just cant do enough for you But now i'm relaxed that you in my past Thought i was first, i'm coming in last Tripping all day, i'm running too fast Hurt me to the bone, cant heal with no cast I'm still stuck Still stuck in the past with you Crazy i put up with you I'm still stuck Still stuck in the past with you Now i'm doing what i got to do You hurt me all day, i thought i was the problem Get out my life, im tired of the drama Got a heart and a mind and bitch you hurting both I swear i cared too much no fucks me has awoke You hurt me so bad with words that you had spoke Said you care but you lied thats why i had a stroke My mind so overwhelmed my words began to choke I'm drowning in my thoughts its hard to stay afloat Crazy i'm the one who really thought it was me Bounded me to you when you had threated to leave Maybe its my fault i wear my heart on sleeve Asking you to care like asking Tupac to breathe Asking you to care like asking Tupac to rise I'm saying it cant happen it don't matter the time I wish that shit untrue and maybe i would be fine This shit happen so often, breaking hearts should be a crime I'm still stuck Still stuck in the past with you You said things would last with you You was falling i was catching you I'm still stuck I just cant do enough for you But now i'm relaxed that you in my past Thought i was first, i'm coming in last Tripping all day, i'm running too fast Hurt me to the bone, cant heal with no cast I'm still stuck Still stuck in the past with you Crazy i put up with you I'm still stuck Still stuck in the past with you Now i'm doing what i got to do