I.F.O.U

Walking your steps in the sand careful not to smear the tranquil ground Didn't see you walking the other way Scared of your face I twist my body, its over I'm down You turn around and glare Oh no, here we go again If you could hear my feelings You'd get your words are my kiss of death If you could see my mind breaking You'd get how terrified I am to fail Tell me how could this end? Tell me where or when will it end? You ask me why I'm peevish with you all the time And I feel glee every time you fall Throughout the years My deepest fear is for me to replicate your sins I just hate myself when I'm with you You say I was not careful enough that you knew I'm Uncouth and cruel, stubborn, a fool, unreliable and rude You say I'm fine, keep walking it's just sand I try to follow a few steps apart You say you get sad, wary for my life You say you get mad, cause I'm like this by design If you could hear my feelings You'd get that your words are a shot of grace If you could see my mind breaking You'd see how terrified I am to fail Tell me how could this end? Tell me where or when will it end? You ask me why I'm peevish with you all the time And I feel glee every time you fall Throughout the years My deepest fear is for me to replicate your sins I just hate myself when I'm with you Demanded Respect Yet when I did, I should've been ashamed Expect all my attention Yet when I did, you looked the other way You wanted a doll you wanted to shape A puzzle to solve, no room for mistakes So there's no respect, and I'm not ashamed Now I look away and don't care what you have to say I'm getting closer to the edge I ask you why you are peevish with me all the time And you feel glee every time I fall Throughout the years Your deepest fear has been engraved so deep within me Now I hate myself. I'm just like you I'm just like you