Turning 21

Check It's not feeling how it should do Just turned 21 without you here How can that be true (True) I ain't been active on the socials since we lost you (No) But I've been writing and anti-social since I lost you I think about you more times than I don't It's hard to comprehend that I won't see you anymore (See you anymore) It's hard to write a song without you coming to the fore It's hard to see my mum without the one that she adores, uh You fought so hard you were the strongest man Lung cancer without smoking what was Gods plan (Gods plan) You had so much more to give I just don't understand Life is cruel but this is torture there's no upper hand (IUpper hand) God, I wish that we had more time Deprived by altercations, must've killed you living two lives Rejected by your blood, that took you by surprise Embarrassed by their actions I could see it in your eyes And I could hear it in your tone (Tone, tone) Besides us bumping heads when you were here it was a home We rarely said I love you but the love it always showed (Always) Didn't need to say a word cause you're the best man that I've known Uh, you were the dad I never had So grateful to have known someone so caring let me add (Grateful) Not a bad bone in your body and I've seen it all first hand Forever thankful for the happiness and love you brought the family (Thank you) Now I wear your St. Christopher Kiss it every night before I sleep and when I'm missing ya (Miss you) Never would've thought that I'd be talking without hearing ya Your voice was such a presence So without it is just different (It's different) Now I'm 21 Life's not what I thought it be But it's okay I'm staying strong You don't have to worry Cause I'm looking after mum Said, you don't have to worry I'll finish what you begun, uh (…) "Yo BB, Happy Birthday! Have a nice day, look forward to seeing you later, laters" "Haha, see you later"