But Im trying...

Tryna figure out how I ended up all alone! Tryna figure out where I could of done right but wrong! But I'm trying I'm trying! But I'm trying I'm trying! But I'm trying I'm trying! But I'm trying I'm trying! You know you really didn't have to leave me all alone I talked to God he said, "You gotta do it on your own!" I tried to tell you I got powers that you didn't know of I feel you sitting home alone, bad thoughts you always think of I don't think I was put here to save you but I can make it easier I manifest the situation, as best as I can I'm only seeing you and me, no I can't switch up the plans Afraid you'll try to pop back up once you see me with the bands! They say it's lonely right before you reach the top, no friends! But I have a big heart and it's tearing me apart It's like I wanna get there but Everybody around me keep disappearing I guess I know what time it is Aye! But I'm tryna figure out how I ended up all alone! Could of did right but I ended up doing wrong! But I'm trying I'm trying! But I'm trying I'm trying! But I'm trying I'm trying! Girl I'm trying I'm trying! I'm trying But I'm trying I'm trying Girl I'm trying I'm trying Tired of crying